December 2011
just made myself some espresso…. on my new coffee machine. that’s what 4 am does to me. why am I still awake?
watching Into The Universe with Stephen Hawking. this is what weed does to me.
bye bye
“if you take yourself too seriously, I may laugh you out of my life and in the...”
“If man merely sat back and thought about his impending termination, and his...”
– KUBRICK
all I want to do is recoil back away from everything, back to myself. back to what I know.
back to what I can trust. back to what I won’t miss when it’s gone because I won’t know.
every single cell in my body is screaming for isolation but my mind knows better.
it’s just as worn down, but it knows that only in solitude will I face the truth of sadness to
this degree...
